Franky Hesky Mantiri

Kenapa cuma aku? Atau cuma perasaanku saja? Sepertinya ada hal yg disembunyikan Tapi apa itu? Masih menjadi pertanyaan... Tatapanmu, sikapmu..... Aku mencoba tidak peduli Namun semakin hari... semakin membuatku penasaran... Ada apa sebenarnya??? Tanyaku.... Biarlah waktu yang akan menjawabnya. Dan Tuhan yang menuntun perasaan ini.

Reflecting on personal life journey. And during this process happens I realize that I live in uncertain times. And at some point I through both the loss of a job, problems in relationships, find a spouse, illness, and parted with my loved ones. I found myself in uncharted territory. I feel so lost, lonely, so scared. Can not control the circumstances around me. When my heart broke. When every prayer the answer is delayed and not as expected. Through the darkness, even I felt like alone. Where are you God? It is very difficult for me to sing, praise and give thanks. Very difficult for me to pray. But God showed me that God exists. God was there where he always gives grace and mercy. God's will, and always make a way when I do not know what I should do.